I'm waiting on a vision
to find me on my own
and hoping that one day
they will walk me home
I'm looking for identity
I'm looking to the throne
Been praying far too hard now
Ground my fingers to the bone
And now I can't see past myself
can't search my own soul
I can't turn this, dust into bone
I feel so fucking fragile
I feel like i'm no use
I'm just going to fall apart
and call it self abuse
And now I start to ask myself
will the shadows fade away
where was I when earth's foundations were laid
It starts with good intentions, and fades into the truth
i only talk to God now, when I'm tempted by abuse
But I know I can't plead ignorance
for I know what I should do
if I could bring myself to pray more
I'd bring myself right back to you
But I'm having premonitions
where I see myself in flames
For all the times I doubted you
Or took your name in vain
You say come to me
And I'll come to you
If I keep searching
Will I find the truth
They say that love bears everything
but mine just bears bad news
I'm lost and I'm helpless and I can't get back to you
Still waiting on a vision
to find me on my own
and hoping that one day
they will walk me home
credits
from Borders,
released September 7, 2014
Words//Guitar//Piano//Vocals Luke Williams
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